We're sharing this powerful poem by Headway Sefton member Emma Seasman, who sustained a brain injury due to a brain tumour 10 years ago.
“Creativity has been really important to help with the impact of the brain injury on my mental health,” explained Emma. “I attended a creative writing course in 2015, which led to me writing and performing short stories as a therapy.
Headway Sefton had a huge impact on my recovery and also encouraged me with my creativity. I performed one of my poems at their AGM a few years ago.
Shopping and lunch date taken for granted
Recharge with a coffee and up again for round two
I’m pretending my muscles don’t burn
I’m pretending my watch isn’t ticking to seizure o’clock
I’m dressing for comfort not glamour
Fabrics that mould to the sofa when I need to crash out
“Let’s go for cocktails or go out for a meal”
I’m pretending I’m alert hiding my yawn in my (jersey) sleeve
Getting ready exhausts me before the taxi is called
A migraine in the distance promising presence before it arrives
Heel ache times by twenty for Cinderella brained belles
Nights out spoiled by memories of week long recoveries made
Eyeliner eyes glaze through eyelash extensions
Weighing heavy on lids already worn and strained
Dancing for me is a gladiator battle
My chosen cloth light as I’m already weighed down
Patterns of clothing mixed with bright flashing bulbs
Send my brain waves to seizures looking drunken and strange
Pyjamas now; not classic shapes and flattering cut
What fabrics hurt least?
Designs that will never see sun
When fashion becomes function
Fun becomes draining
Designs are abrasive
Where catwalks are barbed
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